Here I am, alarm going off at 5:30 AM on a Wednesday morning. I reluctantly got out of bed on only two and half hours of sleep. Thoughts from anxiety were already buzzing through my head about everything that I could do wrong that day. I was already skeptical about my pediatrics clinical because I am not the biggest fan of working with children, which I learned from working with them all summer at a camp. I thought I would not know what to do upon arriving (which I didn’t), but I figured it out. DuPont was the most amazing hospital I have ever seen. All of the windows, bright colors, friendly staff and daily activities that would go on at the hospital, was absolutely fascinating to me.
Next thing I know, we are on a “scavenger hunt” around our assigned floor for the semester. We had a list from our clinical instructor of tools, rooms, stations, phone numbers, etc… to find. This was so exciting for me, being able to look around and find things on my own on my very first day of clinical.
Later that day we were grouped in pairs and received our first patient to take 1200 vitals on. First of all, I did not get to read their chart all of the way through, so I walked into their room unaware that I had to gown and glove up because of a contractible skin disease. My patient was having a really rough couple of days, but luckily was being discharged later that day. It was so difficult trying to take vitals on my patient because of the amount of pain they were in from moving into her wheelchair. I was terrified of every move I made because I did not want to mess up and have her mother think that I was incompetent with the simple task of vitals. However, I made it out alive without hurting her and completing my 1200 vitals.
By the end of the day when it was time to leave, I could actually picture myself working with children for the rest of my career. That first day brought so much joy into my heart. To see children so ill, run-down, homesick and downhearted from spending days upon days in the hospital, and some of them hearing that they won’t be able to go back to school for the beginning of the year- made me realize how blessed I am to have the life that I have the opportunity to provide care for them.
“Hardships often prepare people for an extraordinary destiny.” —C.S. Lewis
